When Dr. Zoë Kret arrived at the holo-chamber aboard Utopis, a place she had only visited once as a child, she found Celectra already there. The metallic tang of recycled air on Utopis, a sharp contrast to the arid breeze she remembered from Ares, hung heavy in the sterile space. Celectra was barefoot and pacing the corridor.
Celectra skipped toward her, her feet making soft, rhythmic slaps against the snow-white metal. ZoĂ« dropped to her knees and gave her a warm hug. Celectraâs bare feet were a stark contrast to the sterile environment. âNo shoes?â ZoĂ« asked, her brow arched.
âHardly anyone ever wears them up here,â Celectra giggled. âThereâs no needâno dirt, no bad germs.â
Still kneeling, ZoĂ« studied Celectraâs face, searching for signs of lasting trauma. It had only been three days, but the child seemed resilient, though ZoĂ« knew apparent recovery could mask deeper wounds. Her father had taught her that lesson years agoâironically, before heâd become the very thing she now feared.
âI should have protected you better,â ZoĂ« said quietly. âI knew my father could be⊠intense about his research. I should have anticipatedâŠâ
âYou couldnât have known,â Celectra interrupted with surprising maturity. âAdults donât always tell each other everything.â
The simple truth of it hit ZoĂ« harder than sheâd expected. How many times had she made excuses for her fatherâs methods, convinced herself his intentions justified his approach? Seeing Celectraâs fear yesterday had shattered something inside herâthe last remnants of the little girl whoâd once looked up to Dr. Kret as a hero.
ZoĂ« replied, âI know. But Iâm here now. Weâll get through this together.â
âDr. ZoĂ«, why canât peopleâlike the other kidsâsee Iâm like Niamh and Ciara? They look like two stars, but really itâs the barycenter thatâs in charge. Thatâs meâthe in-between part. Not two stars, just one dance.â
âItâs wonderful that you know about barycenters. Most people only see two stars unless theyâve studied binary systems. How did you learn that our stars orbit a barycenter?â
âUtara taught me in science class.â
âRight. And have you tried explaining that about yourself to the other children?â ZoĂ« asked.
Celectraâs shoulders slumped, and both her heads dipped low. âWell, no. Iâm not sure Iâm ready to tell them.â
ZoĂ« smiled gently. âAnd thatâs okay. But you canât expect them to see something invisible.â
âDo you think I should tell themâall of them? Iâm scared I wonât say it right, so they understand. Or, theyâll think Iâm weird.â
âOnly when youâre ready,â ZoĂ« replied softly. âBut youâve explained yourself beautifully to your daddy, Dr. Cruiz, and to me. Remember how long it took him to fully understand, even with all your demonstrations? Itâs a big concept, but youâll find the right words and âshow and tellâ them when the time is right.â
Celectra fidgeted, fingers knotting together, then slowly drew a deep breath. Her shoulders lifted, both chins rising in unison. âI really want everyone to know who I am. Someday⊠I will.â
Her two bodies straightened as if pulled upright by the same thread. With a small nod toward the holo-chamber door, she said more firmly, âBut firstâletâs do this.â
After instructing Utara to load the program, they stepped into the holo-chamber. Zoë slipped out of her one-piece jumpsuit, revealing a leather tunic and moccasins. Celectra, in turn, ordered holographic leafy dresses to cover her, then slipped out of her physical ones, then added iridescent wings to one body and furry legs with hooves to the other.
âIâm ready!â Celectra announced.
âMe too,â ZoĂ« replied.
The countryside materialized around them with startling realism. ZoĂ« felt the programmed warmth of sunlight on her face and caught the sweet, earthy scent of wildflowers that didnât exist. The holographic grass bent convincingly under a breeze that touched nothing, and the chirping of unseen crickets filled the air. She could almost feel the humid air on her skin, a sharp contrast to the sterile, recycled atmosphere of Utopis.
Celectraâs her gazeâfour eyes, one focusâlocked on a flicker in the grassâa focus ZoĂ« knew she could never match. She giggled, dropping to her knees to cup the holographic cricket between her palms. As her hands parted, the illusion sliced away, leaving twin voids of unlit gray on the chamber floor. The cricket pulsed faintly in the empty space, its edges shearing sharp against her skin.
For a moment, ZoĂ« envied Celectraâs easy adaptation to this artificial world. The child moved through it as if it were completely real, her imagination effortlessly filling in the gaps. ZoĂ«, however, remained acutely aware of the hard metal floor beneath her feet and the chamber walls just beyond the projected horizon. She felt like an intruder, a spectator in a world she couldnât fully inhabit.
Maybe thatâs exactly what she needs, ZoĂ« thought. A place where the rules are different, where she can be powerful instead of vulnerable.
Celectra was the first to speak, her voice taking on the persona of Aquella.
Aquella: âWeâve been walking for two days. How are we ever going to find the Great Grand Stallion? He could be in any direction.â
Lolita: âIâm not sure. But they say the Stallion leaves signs for those he trusts. Hoofprints that never fade, even in rain.â
Aquella: âIf we could just get to higher ground, maybe we could⊠Look! Over there!â
ZoĂ«âs voice described what appeared next. âA shimmer in the air wavers over a patch of grass just ahead. As you approach, the shape of a hoofprint appears, pressed deep into the earth yet untouched by time. The print itself seems to shimmer, leaving a rainbow swirl of color in the grass.â
Aquella: âItâs his. Iâm certain. But⊠it looks strange. The colors are muted, like the life has been pulled out of them.â
ZoĂ« tilted her head slightly in her real body, watching Celectraâs expression. The phrasing was almost identical to how she had described the dragonsâ fate before, a chilling echo in Celectraâs two facesâa flicker of the terror sheâd felt in that lab.
Kylyn: âThatâs the humansâ doing. They want the Stallion, but theyâll drain his mind like they did the dragons. He wonât even remember who he is.â
Aquella: âThen we have to find him first. Before they⊠take him apart inside.â
Lolita: âWhat will you do?â ZoĂ« prompted from within the game.
Aquella: âIâll follow this trail until my wings fall off if I have to. The Stallionâs not just a leaderâhe keeps the peace between all the creatures of these lands. If heâs gone, everything will fall apart.â
Zoë filed away the words as they moved on, wondering if Celectra realized just how much she was revealing about herself in these invented worlds.
ZoĂ«âs voice continued the story. âThey follow the glowing hoofprints across the rolling hills until the grass gives way to a swaying sea of golden reeds. The sound of the wind through them is like a thousand whispering voices.â
Lolita: âI donât like this. Reeds this tall hide too many things.â
Aquella: âIâll fly above. You and Kylyn follow below.â
Celectraâs eyes tracked the holographic sky. âFrom up here⊠I can see the hoofprints continue through the reeds and into a small clearing. Butâwaitâsomethingâs moving ahead of us.â
Kylyn: âSomething big.â
ZoĂ«âs voice presented the next challenge. âThe reeds shudder, and a hulking shape emergesâa boar the size of a cart, with tusks like curved scythes. Its eyes glow faintly, and its hooves make no sound on the earth.â
Lolita: âIs it real?â
Aquella: âNot exactly. Itâs a shade-beastâa creature born from fear. They can smell doubt.â
Utara, listening in for prompts, provided the holographic beast.
Lolita: âAnd how do we defeat it?â
Celectra chewed her lip, her two faces drawn in concentration. She wasnât just acting; she was thinking, truly considering the problem. Her hesitation was brief, but it spoke volumes of the real-world weight she was placing on this fantasy dilemma. âYou canât fight fear directly⊠You have to show it youâre not afraid.â She narrated the action as Aquella landed and walked directly toward the beast.
As Celectra walked toward the beast, her bare feet pressed flat against the chamber floorâinstinctively grounding herself, the faint static beneath her skin settling as celectricity stabilized.
ZoĂ«âs voice described the beastâs reaction. âThe boar lowers its head, steam curling from its nostrils.â
Aquella: âWeâre not your enemy. Weâre on our way to the Great Grand Stallion, and we wonât harm you or your home.â
Celectra narrated the beastâs retreat. âThe beast huffed, stomping once⊠then turned, melting back into the reeds without a sound.â
Lolita: âRemind me never to travel without you again!â
Aquella: âIt wasnât so bad. It just needed to be seen.â
Kylyn: âThe trailâs clear now. Letâs go.â
As they walked through the holographic reeds, Zoë marveled at how naturally Celectra had chosen confrontation over avoidance. Most trauma victims, especially children, developed elaborate strategies to escape reminders of their pain. But Celectra had looked fear directly in the eye and spoken to it with compassion.
Is this resilience, ZoĂ« wondered, or is she still processing what happened? The line between healthy coping and delayed reaction could be frighteningly thin, especially in someone so young. A childâs mind was a complex thing, capable of building walls just as quickly as it could build bridges. This boldness could be a sign of a breakthrough or a terrifying indicator that she was locking away her pain behind a facade of strength.
She made a mental note to discuss this pattern with Dr. Cruiz. Celectraâs approach to fearâboth in the fantasy and in realityâsuggested an unusual level of self-awareness. Whether that was a strength or a warning sign remained to be seen.
As they continued, ZoĂ« seized the moment to delve deeper. âCelectra, how did you feel when you faced the shade-beast? Did it remind you of anything?â
Celectra paused, the question lingering. âIt felt scary at first, like when Dr. Kret wanted to take me apart. I could almost hear his voice in the boarâs huffing.â
âAnd what changed? Why werenât you afraid anymore?â asked ZoĂ«.
âI just remembered that Iâm strong. Iâm not two people, and I can face scary things. I could just⊠talk to it, and it would go away.â
ZoĂ« felt a spark of hope. âThatâs a powerful realization. Facing fear is a big step forward. Youâre showing me that you have the tools to handle things now.â
A soft chime rang overhead, and the golden reeds dissolved into bare white walls.
âSession time expired,â Utaraâs voice announced.
Celectra turned to ZoĂ« with a grin that still held a trace of the boarâs tension. âNext time, weâll get even closer. I think the Stallion might be in trouble already.â
ZoĂ« nodded, her mind racing. The âshade-beastâ was a perfect manifestation of avoidanceâCelectra hadnât fought it but faced it head-on until it vanished. An unusual choice for a child⊠and possibly a revealing one.
âCelectra,â she said carefully as they gathered their discarded clothing, âwhen you faced that beast, you said you remembered you were strong. Thatâs not something most people your age would think to do.â
Celectra paused, arms halfway into her dresses. âWell, I had to get strong. If I wasnât strong for myself, who would have been?â
The words struck ZoĂ« like a physical blow. Of course. Celectra didnât always have the same freedoms other seven-year-olds did. Where they could lean on parents, teachers, or friends, she had spent years holding up a truth only she could see.
âYou shouldnât have to carry that alone,â ZoĂ« said softly.
Celectra tilted her heads, puzzled. âBut Iâm not alone. Not anymore. Daddy believes me now. Uncle Doc and Aunt Dee do too. And you. For a long time, it was just me who understood⊠but now I have people who do. Maybe more after Jaxonâs party next week.â Her small hands moved to her holopad, fingers tracing the edge of a holo-invite blinking with Jaxonâs name, her touch deliberate, as if sealing a decision.
ZoĂ«âs breath caught at the cryptic remark. âJaxonâs party?â she asked gently, leaning closer, her voice soft but probing. âWhatâs going to change there, sweetheart? What do you have planned?â
Celectraâs eyesâboth setsâflickered with a mix of mischief and resolve, but she only smiled, one mouth quirking higher than the other. âJust⊠something,â she said, her fingers pausing on the holopad as if guarding a secret.
ZoĂ« watched the gesture, a knot of unease tightening in her chest. That careful pause wasnât just childish whimsyâit was purpose, a quiet resolve ZoĂ« recognized from patients plotting their next move. Beyond the viewport, a faint shimmer of stellar dust swirled past Utopis, tinged with Niamhâs auroral glow, a restless beauty that mirrored the spark in Celectraâs gaze. The simple declaration squeezed ZoĂ«âs chestârelief for Celectra mixed with a stab of guilt. How long had this child borne her burden in silence before anyone truly saw her?
As they left the holo-chamber together, ZoĂ« found herself wondering which of them was learning more from these sessions. Celectra was teaching her about resilienceâbut also about loneliness, the kind that came not from being isolated, but from being so fundamentally different that even in a crowd, you remained utterly alone. I wonât let my father add to that loneliness, ZoĂ« promised herself. Whatever it takes.