Dr. Zoë Kret, PsyD, rushed to finish her notes on her last patient when she heard the door swoosh open. She looked up to see two beautiful young girls hesitantly entering her office with their father and stopping behind the two cushioned chairs in front of her desk.
The sight of Amerigo struck her like the scent of rain on New Mexico asphaltâthat astronomy conference in Albuquerque where Jenni had appeared at his elbow with two coffees and a laugh that said, heâs mine.
âAmerigo,â ZoĂ« said, rising from her chair before she could stop herself.
âZoĂ«.â His voice was steady, but his eyes softened. For a heartbeat, she thought she saw the same flicker of possibility that had once passed between them. Then he blinked, shuttering it.
âItâs been a long time,â she said, a cautious smile tugging at her lips.
âYes,â he replied. His gaze drifted past her bookshelves, the diplomas, anywhere but her eyes. âDifferent lives.â
She wanted to say moreâthat she had wondered about him, about the life he had chosenâbut the set of his shoulders warned her off. He carried absence with him, the absence of Jenni. And yet, beneath it, she sensed the tremor of something he was unwilling to let surface.
âI should wait outside,â he said quickly. âLet you work.â
âOf course.â She hesitated, then added softly, âThank you for bringing them.â
Then, with a nod, he was gone, leaving only the hush of the closing door.
Zoë steadied herself and turned to Celectra.
âHello, Dr. Kret, Iâm here for my first session,â she said timidly.
Dr. Cruizâs notes, received just before Tim set up the appointment, were extraordinary. They claimed a single consciousness across two bodies, coining the term âmononous disomasââan unprecedented phenomenon. ZoĂ« had studied conjoined twins with distinct minds sharing physical lives, but this was the opposite. While she trusted Dr. Cruiz implicitly, sheâd learned in New Eden, under the orange glow of Ciara, to trust her own observations over secondhand reports, no matter how compelling. Her piercing green eyes, analytical and intense, studied the child with a mix of professional curiosity and subtle warmth. She decided to start with a simple test.
ZoĂ« nodded, noting the singular pronoun just as in Cruizâs referral. âYou must be Electra and Celeste Carisco. Iâm pleased to meet you both,â she said, testing the waters.
Celectraâs bodies stiffened almost imperceptiblyânot confusion, but correction. Ah, ZoĂ« thought. She hears the fracture in that sentence.
âIâm Celectra,â both voices said softly. âJust one person.â
ZoĂ« deleted âmononous disomasâ from her mental notes before the child even sat down. Some truths couldnât be captured in Greek. âCelectra,â she repeated, letting the name settle between them. âCall me Miss ZoĂ« or Dr. ZoĂ« if you prefer; having two people called Dr. Kret is too confusing. You may not know this, but my father is Dr. Douglas Kret, chief physician here. Shall we make up a story together?â
Celectraâs eyes lit up as she scrambled over the arms of the chairs to sit. âThe story thing sounds great to me! Could we do it in a holo-chamber?â
âNext time, absolutely! Iâll schedule my time slots around our sessions,â ZoĂ« said with a smile. âIn the meantime, why donât you think about a good scenario for our story?â Before Celectra could respond, she went on, âBut first, one question. When I close my eyes, I feel my inner âmeâ right behind my eyes and between my ears. Where do you feel yourself?â
Celectra closed her four eyes for a moment. âI feel like Iâm in both heads at the same time, but also between them. Itâs like⊠if my brains were Niamh and Ciara, except identical⊠then part of âmeâ is between them like their barycenter.â
A barycenterâlike a virtual corpus callosum, integrating sensory input into a single self. ZoĂ« jotted a note, her mind racing. This wasnât just a childâs metaphor; it was a precise description of a unified consciousness, a data point for her research. But Celectraâs words also struck a deeper chord. That sense of being âbetweenâ two pointsâZoĂ« knew it too well. Her own identity felt split: the compassionate psychologist versus the daughter of Dr. Kret, raised on Earth to inherit his relentless drive for discovery. She pushed the thought aside, focusing on the session.
âThatâs a beautiful analogy. Thank you for sharing. Now, letâs think about our story.â
Celectra exclaimed, âI already have one! Iâll be a water nymph named Aquella. I live in a pool in a stream in an enchanted forest.â
âAh, fantasy! Youâre a natural at this! Youâve introduced Aquella. Now, can your other body play a different character?â
This was the real test. If Cruiz was right about the unified consciousness, how would Celectra handle splitting into separate roles? ZoĂ«âs research instincts sharpenedâAquellaâs nurturing, ageless persona might be a coping mechanism, a way to assert control over her dual existence.
Celectra hesitated. Both bodies exchanged a quick glanceâand a faint static lifted the fine hairs on her arms. She pressed her palms flat against the chairâs metal armrests, grounding herself before answering. âIâm just one person,â she said softly, her tone steady but not defensive. âBut Iâll try to play separate parts.â
The correction was immediate, a quiet insistence on her unity. ZoĂ« noted it: Celectraâs resistance to being âsplitâ suggested a fear of fragmentation, a psychological anchor to explore. It mirrored ZoĂ«âs own fearâbeing pulled apart by her role as a healer and the shadow of her fatherâs ambition. She caught herself analyzing Celectra as a âfascinating case study,â her fatherâs clinical phrase echoing in her mind. No. She wasnât him. She forced herself to refocus on empathy, seeing Celectra not as data but as a child who needed trust.
ZoĂ« shrugged. âI guess itâs my turn. Iâll be a young human woman from the Skitrole Clan. My name is Lolita.â
Celectra embraced her role. âItâs a pleasure to meet you, Lolita. Iâve heard of the Skitroles. They had a thriving city sixty kilometers east of here two thousand years ago.â
The transition was seamlessâno pause, no confusion. ZoĂ« noted the fluidity as evidence of a single consciousness, a key data point for her paper. But Celectraâs choiceâan ancient, misunderstood nymphâhinted at a deeper coping strategy: projecting timelessness to counter fears of being âbroken apart.â
Lolita: âWe have stories of city life, but what does a child like you know of such things? You look no older than seven.â
Aquella: âI was there and knew some of the people. I look little, but Iâve been here forever. My dadâs a fairy, so I age super slow. Iâll probably live to be seventy to ninety thousand years old! Iâm currently seven thousand four hundred and twenty-six years old. So, what brings you to my neck of the woods?â
Ancient, helpful, yet isolatedâZoĂ« scribbled a note. Celectraâs character chose immortality and solitudeâa curious choice for a seven-year-old. ZoĂ« noted it, but caught herself assigning motive. Donât pathologize play, she reminded herself. Ask first. It echoed ZoĂ«âs own struggle to assert her identity against her fatherâs legacy, a tension she hadnât fully faced until now.
Lolita: âI came here by accident. Iâm a bit lost. What powers do people seek from you?â
Aquella: âMy touch rejuvenates, but you donât need that!â
Lolita: âOh, Iâve heard of you. My father says you steal peopleâs souls!â
Aquella: âHa! What would I want with a puff of air? Iâm practically all air myself. No oneâs ever gotten hurt from my magic. Not animals, not people. I promise. I only wish for lasting friendships.â
The dismissal of âsoulsâ as âpuffs of airâ was striking. ZoĂ« noted it as a possible defense mechanismâdenying a divisible self to protect her unity. It hit too close to home: ZoĂ«âs fear of losing her empathic core to her fatherâs cold, analytical mindset.
Lolita: âThat sounds good enough for me. Do you know where my tribe is now?â
Aquella: âYes, Iâd happily escort you there. Iâll have to fly ahead to scout the way.â
Lolita: âFly? You make it sound like youâre a bird!â
Aquella: âMy father is a fairy, and my mother was a sylph, so naturally, I have wings. See?â
Lolita: âLovely wings indeed. Iâm starving, and my family will worry. Shall we go?â
Aquella: âYes, of course! Your village is this way.â
Lolita: âItâs getting late. I hope there arenât spooky creatures in these woods!â
Aquella: âDonât worry, nothing will bother you with me around. The animals love me because Iâve helped them over the centuries.â
Celectra narrates: They walk along an old, overgrown path, the sun sinking low. Soon, they see something moving ahead.
Her voices shifted effortlessly between Aquella and the narrator, with no lag between her bodies. ZoĂ«âs research brain cataloged the synchronicityâproof of mononous disomasâbut her heart saw a child clinging to unity through fantasy.
Lolita: âWhat or who is that?â
Aquella: âI donât know, but it looks like a satyr. Letâs get closer, but be careful.â
Lolita: âWhy donât you go ahead? Iâll wait here.â
Aquella: âOkay.â
ZoĂ« narrates, âAquella slowly approaches the mysterious creature. She calls outâŠâ
Aquella: âWho goes there?â
Celectraâs other body filled in: âIt is I, Kylyn. I am a harmless faun.â
No hesitationâthe response was instantaneous, as if one mind extended through both bodies. ZoĂ«âs skepticism crumbled; this was no coordinated act but a single consciousness. Her research ambitions flaredâa paper on this could cement her career if she were still on Earth. But again, her fatherâs voice crept in: Fascinating case study. She recoiled, heart racing. Celectra wasnât a specimen; she was a child, terrified of being pulled apart, just as ZoĂ« feared being consumed by her fatherâs legacy. She refocused, grounding herself in Celectraâs trust.
Aquella: âWe wish you no harm either. I am Aquella, and my friend hiding in the bushes is Lolita.â
Lolita: âIâm not hiding; Iâm resting!â
Kylyn: âIâm glad to meet you both. Do you know any place to spend the night?â
Celectra maintained two distinct character voices and narration effortlessly. Zoë noted the psychological resilience: roleplay as a safe space to assert her unity.
Lolita: âWeâre on our way to my village, but donât you woodland creatures sleep outside?â
Kylyn: âNot out in the open! Iâm heading North to find the Great Grand Stallion.â
Aquella: âThe Great Grand Stallion! Why?â
Kylyn: âThereâs a human war far south, and theyâre using dragons as mounts, brain-draining them to subdue them. I canât let them abuse dragons like that.â
The âbrain-drainingâ dragons struck ZoĂ« as a metaphor for Celectraâs fear of separation, of losing her unified self. It mirrored ZoĂ«âs own dread of being splitâher empathic self versus the scientist shaped by Kret. She jotted it down, not just as data but as a reminder to stay human.
Lolita: âThatâs terrible! Why donât we spend the night at my house and discuss it?â
Aquella: âExcellent idea. Iâd like to help you, Kylyn. Some of those dragons are my friends!â
ZoĂ« sat back, her assessment crystallizing. Celectraâs roleplay was a coping mechanism, a way to process her fear of being âpulled apartâ by creating a world where she controlled her unity. It was a goldmine for research but also a plea for understanding. ZoĂ«âs own identity teeteredâher fatherâs daughter saw a an amazing case; her psychologist self saw a child needing protection.
âThat was wonderful storytelling, Celectra,â ZoĂ« said, gently closing the roleplay. âYou have quite an imagination.â
Celectra beamed, both faces lighting up. âThank you! That was fun. Will we continue it next time?â
âAbsolutely. But Iâd also like to talk directly sometimes. How do you feel about coming here? Are you nervous about seeing a psychologist?â
âA little,â Celectra admitted. âDr. Cruiz and Daddy said you might help people understand me better. Sometimes grown-ups get confused.â
ZoĂ« nodded. âYouâre unique, and people arenât always sure how to respond. My job isnât to change youâitâs to understand you and help others do the same. Maybe even help you understand yourself.â
âYouâre using Socratic questioning mixed with narrative therapy,â Celectra observed, tilting both heads. âThatâs good for kids who are confused about who they are. But Iâm not confusedâeveryone else is.â
ZoĂ« blinked. âHave you been reading clinical psychology texts?â
âUtara gave me access when I asked why people kept asking me weird questions about âwhich oneâ I was.â
Celectraâs confidence faltered. âYou donât think thereâs something wrong with me?â
âNot at all. Youâre just⊠different. And different isnât wrong.â
Celectra hesitated, her fingers curling into the fabric of her romper. âSometimes I wish I werenât different, though. I mean⊠I like being me. But I hate how people look at me. Like Iâm a problem that needs fixed.â
ZoĂ« leaned forward, her voice soft. âThat sounds really hard.â
âIt is.â Celectraâs voices dropped in unison. âSometimes I get mad at myself. Like⊠why couldnât I just be normal? One body. One brain. Maybe Daddy wouldnât worry so much.â
ZoĂ«âs heart ached at the quiet confession. âItâs okay to feel that way. Being different doesnât mean you donât get tired of it sometimes. It just means youâre honest.â
Celectra nodded slowly, her eyes distant. âI donât want to be mad at myself. But I donât want to pretend itâs easy, either.â
ZoĂ« smiled gently. âThatâs brave, Celectra. Really brave.â
As Celectra gathered herself to leave, ZoĂ«âs thoughts drifted to Amerigo. His absence on Utopis and his grief for Jenni stirred old feelings from their college days. She couldnât help but wonder if this case might offer her a second chance with Amerigoâthough the circumstances couldnât be more complicated, with him grieving his wife and her needing to maintain professional boundaries while treating his daughter. The thought both thrilled and terrified her. But Celectraâs caseâand her own struggle to stay true to her empathic core against her fatherâs influenceâwas what mattered now. She couldnât let herself become Dr. Kret, seeing only âfascinatingâ data. Celectra deserved more.